and even tho u said u loved me
a million times it felt selfish dirty
like fucking in the backdoor alley
and running from the cops in the city

tried kissing u in the motel shower
i begged u not to leave for hours
U said i had to go or u would
always playin that game i never understood

whyd we have to live like we were broke
u always had money when u needed dope
yea i wanted it too but all i really wanted was u and u said u needed me too but looking back it was all a bad joke
like watching tv loaded on pcp
i thought everything happening was so fucking funny

but it was tragic sad and hopeless
the laughter was forced and fake and broken
the only good memories were when we were loaded

always together i never felt so lonely
i thought it was a fucked up fairy tale love story but u just pulled me into ur tragedy and i was never ready
till u left me in county
When u gave up on trying
i got tired of crying