I JUST WANT TO BE CLOSE TO SOMETHING AGAIN EVEN IF ITS JUST A SHEET OF LIES EVEN IF ITS ONLY FOR 1 NIGHT AT LEAST I WOULD BE WARM AGAIN EVERYTHING IS TEMPORARY ANYWAYS
I JUST WANNA DISINTEGRATE INTO ASHES AND ASK U IF U WOULD PLEASE SMOKE MY REMAINS JUST SO I COULD BE CLOSE TO UR INSIDES UR LUNGS JUST FOR ANOTHER HOUR
I THOUGHT U WOULD REMEMBER ME BUT I CANT EVEN REMEMBER WHO I WAS, WHO I WAS B4 U, AND NOW I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW TO BE ANYMORE